Lottery

I seriously feel like I am going to win a big jackpot in the lottery. I don't play consistently but I do play at least once a month. Everytime I buy a ticket I fantasize about the people I would help. Of course I would help my family but I always think of how nice it would be to help random people in my life out. For example I stop every morning at a particular gas station for a soda and would love to pay the ladies house off for her and her 2 girls. There is a lady at work that is raising her two children by herself and doing a great job, I would love to pay her house off for her also. I mostly think about people I could pay their houses off because I think about how much easier my life would be if I didn't have a stupid mortgage payment. So after all this dreaming when I check my numbers the next morning I feel a big sense of disappointment because I truly think I have the winning ticket in my hand. What would you do if you won a big jackpot, do you even think about winning?